Madeleine came home today. After I picked up her ashes (I have a hard time saying "cremains"), I sat in the funeral home parking lot and cried. In all honesty, I have been on the verge of sobbing/throwing up/having a panic attack for many, many days.
My appointment with my psychiatrist was this morning, and he was very understanding about Maddie, saying that the death of a pet can cause more heartbreak than a lot of people realize. I do wonder if I've been carrying more sadness than I realized. He suggested doubling up my antidepressant, so we'll see in a few days.
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