Right now, I am going through as bad an emotional spell as I have since I was suicidal. No hope, no energy, constant worry.
I don't want to lay it off on the acupuncture, but after each session I've had, I've been immobilized --- the first time by physical pain, this time by emotional. I just stare straight ahead, unable to move, unable to find a reason to move.
And blogging about it is iffy, as I already feel that I've scared away friends who had once stood steadfastly by me, but lately, have been nowhere to be found. If I were crying wolf, I'd get it.
But I'm not.