Forget. Pain.

Did one of y'all send this to me?

If so, thank you.  It's possible I ordered it and just forgot, of course.  Either way, I am very glad it's here, and find it interesting that the cow and donkey are giving side eye to Baby Jesus.

Briton called me this afternoon --- I haven't spoken to him since Christmas, maybe?  I do know that he hasn't checked on me since I told him and Hannah about Maddie.  (Haven't heard from her, either.)  Did he ask how I was doing?  Did he ask anything about what happened?  No, he did not.  It should have ripped the wound of her death open wider, but it just started a new pain.  Did I not raise caring people?  The dam holding back any uncried tears from the week has been crushed.